it's been a crazy ride.

A's wasn't as desirable as anyone thought it would have been for me,given that this was my repeated year.

i tried not to look back and think of the deducted marks and carelessness through my papers.but who would agree that this is easy?

it's eating from deep within.i couldn't voice it out.and now i stand before you.please bless me with a mind of peace and allow me to sink into the post A's euphoria.one i had been looking forward to,yet one which i wish i could give up now in return for a better performance.contradictions plague.

..for now,i await usher and the release of his album..