and so here i am,twisted,because one side of me is telling me that i need to move on.on the other side,i want to break down and cry.i wasn't quite expecting this to come my way.

i know it's hard but,play your part boy,where your heart at.
come on player,man be a soldier,fight for what you want.
you need to man up.

the qualms of uncertainties linger yet again and i must admit that periodically throughout the day,it felt like back to square one all over again.she had been there,done that,chopped me up into bits and now,razor sharp words you want to keep.

my heart is in the same old position that baby left it.so i apologise for making you cry,but look me in my eye and promise you won't do me the same.

and after all,you're my wonderwall