wednesday.stuck at home trying to get some op stuffs done.only to find myself on the bed from 2-6.how wonderful.argh.and now i need to slog my ass off.

we seem to make so many empty promises without even realisng it.promises like
"i am here with you,i promise";
"im just a call away,i promise";
but more than often, when you need that somebody to talk to,he/she is nowhere to be found.no means in this technologically advanced world could reach him/her.

but ahh well.maybe we shouldnt ask for too much because god gave us the opportunity to have these people in our life,which we branded them as friends.but then again,what are friends when they cant seem to be found in cases when you needed them the most.

okok.random random thots.haha.so yupp.visited zong with a couple of ruggers on mon night.when zong described the pre-operation processes to us.and when something like, "i cant play the next season" came out of his mouth,there was this awkward silence lingering. it just made us thought more.it made me feel like tearing that moment.before javier broke the silence by speaking up to him.get well soon zong,and we're by your side.

anyhow,thanks gerald for that night.the ride back home was so fulfilling.so many thots exchanged and i had simply learnt so much from you that night.thanks dude.

getting back to work.ahh.things are looking kinda bad.but just hoping to get the pw over and done with as soon as possible.