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probably the reason why studying hasnt been going well at the moment
hollywood hulk hogan with a title belt.haha.i want those wonderful memories back in lifei dont know what to say at the moment.im feeling pretty relaxed at the moment.i wonder if i will stil feel the same way exactly 1 week from now?i need to hit the books.yes.i know.ppl had been urging me to.butButBUtBUT..how?
ahh.well.flipped open the papers in the morn.read about it.an adrenaline rush.i wanted so much to step back into it.i stood up.but i found myself stuck in a damned state.i missed it.i missed the way i used to feel.i took a peek off the walls of my room.the drawings i did just before O's to spur myself on.oh how foolishly amusing they were.but did they help?well,maybe.haha.so i attempted to study.but nonetheless.i went on my sofa,laze arnd and was stuck to that screen till late evening.haha.those familiar red thing surrounding a patch of green.the familiar scenes.it just seemed like i was back.there was this awkward feeling in me.i want to shout it out to the world.but then,who would have listened?
no school till wednesday may be a good thing,but well,not exactly.studying needs to be done with discipline which i clearly lacked.hahah.i need some discipline.please.grant me some.hahahahah.got a msg from jag not too long ago.it just got me thinking.sighh.wad can we do about it?wad can we do to avert this inevitable truth.one week left.how much cna be done?but well.just do ur best dude.im sure all will be fine.
i read that entry.it got me thinking even more.hahaha.oh mann.if only i could transfer all these energies to concentrate on some productive mugging.hahaha.but oh wells.i dunno wad it is actually.but i just felt sth wasnt right.it's weird.but,i dunno.hahaha.
yup.just hope that things will be fine for you, you and you.takecare ppl and keep the faith yup.all will be fine man.haha.till den.
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
Goodbye, goodbye
what a song by nickelback.
