and so,after tomorrow's parade,members of NS03/08 would no longer be addressed by regular officers as trainees.special constables,they'd be calling us.some would also attain their corporal ranks on the very day tomorrow.but sadly,it'd also mark the end of our basic training,after tomorrow,we'd be parting ways,despatched to the various divisions and attached to the different vocations within.
fortunately,there are still two more tours left in my deployment schedule!
it'd be a trip back to home team academy for me on 20th May.a new job scope.but then again whats new.somehow i wished,and it's all because i'm in this deployment batch,that i'd put in more considerations into the selecting my preferred postings and not be led blindly.
i dont detest my current posting.in fact to me,it's an enriching and satisfying job.but it's just those days when youre in a state of dilemma,when your thinking is swayed by others' comments and truth to be spoken,giving it a shot out in division to be a crime fighter and law enforcer would be such an eye opening experience filled with countless rewards.
it's pointless,nonetheless,to speculate about the possibilities and all those "i-should-haves"
hellos! to training command!you'd be my home for the rest of my national service life.
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