i will feel that familiar chill in the operation theater again,this time to remove the damned screws on my metacarpal.six weeks out of the field AGAIN,six weeks less to be a normal human being.

mixed feelings,they call it.ohno,not quite something else pisses me off.

army police beckons.

no,don't rub your eyes.you read that right.

god knows why central manpower threw me there.