it's 0940 now on a saturday morning.the house's filled with emptiness and just some creeking from the old wind chime when the wind blows against it.sigh.and my eye and knee are hurting.
and once again those stuffs in me are really eating me away.not like they are really bothering me or something cause they dont,but you do feel a little vexed over things like this from time to time.i really just want to get out of here and just go to a place far far away from here where i will just have some space and time for myself.i meant MORE space and time for myself.
school's been a chore w/o trngs and this week especially.its such a torment to prepare for the worst whenever a tutor steps in and distributed the marked scripts.and much worse when you just simply turned away from all these.i know it's kind of stupid to hold onto it and stuffs like this when ppl are telling me.hey.just let it be.
it's good however to have someone to talk to in school.all thanks to my long lost sis who's always asking for more stories during lecture and tutorials.pouring out may just make one feel better at that instant,but deep down inside is it always the case?so i just wanna say thankyou so much to this special somebody and you dont worry alright.whatever you told me will be just fine and after all.if we were to look for the someone with the ability to hold on to her faith and trust;it's you.
days swiftly come and go
i'm dreaming of her
she's seeing other guys
emotions they stir
the sun is gone
the nights are long
and I am left while the tears fall
i hate it when you're left hanging onto something you dont even know whether it's right or wrong.ah.fuck it.for now i shant care because you just simple cant be bothered.
anyhow,having a game later which may just be the last for this season.cause i havent made up my mind on certain stuffs.but im pretty jaded.so whatever the case,shall just go in there,play the hell of a game and have fun.but i dont feel good when i just reach down and feel my right knee.
BUT,do you even care?
and once again those stuffs in me are really eating me away.not like they are really bothering me or something cause they dont,but you do feel a little vexed over things like this from time to time.i really just want to get out of here and just go to a place far far away from here where i will just have some space and time for myself.i meant MORE space and time for myself.
school's been a chore w/o trngs and this week especially.its such a torment to prepare for the worst whenever a tutor steps in and distributed the marked scripts.and much worse when you just simply turned away from all these.i know it's kind of stupid to hold onto it and stuffs like this when ppl are telling me.hey.just let it be.
it's good however to have someone to talk to in school.all thanks to my long lost sis who's always asking for more stories during lecture and tutorials.pouring out may just make one feel better at that instant,but deep down inside is it always the case?so i just wanna say thankyou so much to this special somebody and you dont worry alright.whatever you told me will be just fine and after all.if we were to look for the someone with the ability to hold on to her faith and trust;it's you.
days swiftly come and go
i'm dreaming of her
she's seeing other guys
emotions they stir
the sun is gone
the nights are long
and I am left while the tears fall
i hate it when you're left hanging onto something you dont even know whether it's right or wrong.ah.fuck it.for now i shant care because you just simple cant be bothered.
anyhow,having a game later which may just be the last for this season.cause i havent made up my mind on certain stuffs.but im pretty jaded.so whatever the case,shall just go in there,play the hell of a game and have fun.but i dont feel good when i just reach down and feel my right knee.
BUT,do you even care?
