i am was in tears when the argentines crashed out on shoot-out to a not entirely underserving team.but still,scheisse Scheiße.but ohwell.hard luck favourite team.it's just a temporary farewell.
and so i finally had the time,so "hello,virtual world!" haha.it was funny to find the typical sentence on everyone's blog,well,almost everyone. "it's FINALLY over!" haha.and so it's goodbye blocks and here comes more preparations for the worst.worse still,the end of it marks the end of june.how fast time flies and i will always remember the past 6 months.
a little digression but yes,it's over and it's over for me literally.
try writing and rattering on for a gp essay which you know will lead you to nowhere when people you met at the toilet said that essay qn 9 was simple.
try having studied the wrong topics for econs and not knowing how to do one whole essay.when people come complaining bout having not enough time.try submiting a blank section D for chem when people were jumping in front of you commenting that they left out 5 marks.
try screwing up math when you saw those familiar questions but forgot how to do them and people came jumping for joy in front of you telling you that math was nothing.
try cracking your head scribbling for physics just to ensure that you dont submit another blank paper when people came complaining bout them forgetting some rubbish formulae.
but it was all good to feel the ball again after so long.well a week perhaps?haha.anyhow,im sick and tired of gradesGradesGRadesGRAdesGRADesGRADEsGRADES!the false pretences of people when they told you they havent studied but back in their head they are more than happy know they will be screwing you upside down inside out.
and so it hit me again.the fact that you are walking away now and trying to drop every possible something to avoid this and the fact that im just trying to walk away without caring and be as ignorant as i can be is surmounting to an unbearable pain thats eating me away unseen.
but for now i shant care bout all those false and pretentious fronts and the few personal stuffs which had taken their toll on me because it's a good 4 days break from the studying so its gonna be play relax drink chill till i step into tutorials and lectures again.
so will the saturday be the same?should i go down this sunday?and what to do this coming monday?haha.well isnt the best time to think bout all these because you're tired khainam.so just shut up,get lost and hit your god damn covers for good.
i'm kicking out fiercely at the world around me.what went wrong?
and so i finally had the time,so "hello,virtual world!" haha.it was funny to find the typical sentence on everyone's blog,well,almost everyone. "it's FINALLY over!" haha.and so it's goodbye blocks and here comes more preparations for the worst.worse still,the end of it marks the end of june.how fast time flies and i will always remember the past 6 months.
a little digression but yes,it's over and it's over for me literally.
try writing and rattering on for a gp essay which you know will lead you to nowhere when people you met at the toilet said that essay qn 9 was simple.
try having studied the wrong topics for econs and not knowing how to do one whole essay.when people come complaining bout having not enough time.try submiting a blank section D for chem when people were jumping in front of you commenting that they left out 5 marks.
try screwing up math when you saw those familiar questions but forgot how to do them and people came jumping for joy in front of you telling you that math was nothing.
try cracking your head scribbling for physics just to ensure that you dont submit another blank paper when people came complaining bout them forgetting some rubbish formulae.
but it was all good to feel the ball again after so long.well a week perhaps?haha.anyhow,im sick and tired of gradesGradesGRadesGRAdesGRADesGRADEsGRADES!the false pretences of people when they told you they havent studied but back in their head they are more than happy know they will be screwing you upside down inside out.
and so it hit me again.the fact that you are walking away now and trying to drop every possible something to avoid this and the fact that im just trying to walk away without caring and be as ignorant as i can be is surmounting to an unbearable pain thats eating me away unseen.
but for now i shant care bout all those false and pretentious fronts and the few personal stuffs which had taken their toll on me because it's a good 4 days break from the studying so its gonna be play relax drink chill till i step into tutorials and lectures again.
so will the saturday be the same?should i go down this sunday?and what to do this coming monday?haha.well isnt the best time to think bout all these because you're tired khainam.so just shut up,get lost and hit your god damn covers for good.
i'm kicking out fiercely at the world around me.what went wrong?
