i tried to seek an answer for whats happening around me in periods of minutes today.
somehow,instead of finding an answer or rationale,i found myself sinking into a state of denial,going round and round in circles.i never did expect things to turn out this way.but they just start to fall apart,one by one,right there in front of you,right before your eyes.
theres this kind of uncertainty lingering around you,it's like one of those not-bothering but disturbing kind of feeling.i found myself questioning,"how to deal with this?" the entire afternoon.and i couldnt find someone suitable to talk to.maybe my good old brothers will be nice.
.you seemed miles and miles away though we were just inches apart.
but well,
before i forget,HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to Yuliang.it seemed just like yesterday when we met,but it'd been a good 4 yrs my bro,4 yrs.hopefully that hershy's sundae pie was a good subst for a bday cake.haha.i owe you one,erm,i meant something decent.haha.but thanks for being around and all the hangouts.thanks dude.may you enjoy being a seventeener and now we shall all wait for good old james to turn 17.haha.and plans for his memorable bday will be drawn up,so dont worry.
so it's 2nd dec today and it's a birthday of a very very special lady.someone whom i loved at first sight.someone who will hug me whenever i am down.someone who will always live in my heart.someone so lovely,sweet and incredible.someone who seemed to have so much of faith in me.someone i disappointed on far too many occasions.but still,i love you so much.
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happy birthday mommy
hahaha.yupp.we all love our moms dont we?hahaha.prak once told me during gp class that,"a person's maternal instinct are much greater relative to his or her paternal" hahaha.its amazing how much we can share when we're together.but for now.we seemed a lil too distant too.haha.its really a void not to have him in class anymore.
thats all for now.till then.
somehow,instead of finding an answer or rationale,i found myself sinking into a state of denial,going round and round in circles.i never did expect things to turn out this way.but they just start to fall apart,one by one,right there in front of you,right before your eyes.
theres this kind of uncertainty lingering around you,it's like one of those not-bothering but disturbing kind of feeling.i found myself questioning,"how to deal with this?" the entire afternoon.and i couldnt find someone suitable to talk to.maybe my good old brothers will be nice.
.you seemed miles and miles away though we were just inches apart.
but well,
before i forget,HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to Yuliang.it seemed just like yesterday when we met,but it'd been a good 4 yrs my bro,4 yrs.hopefully that hershy's sundae pie was a good subst for a bday cake.haha.i owe you one,erm,i meant something decent.haha.but thanks for being around and all the hangouts.thanks dude.may you enjoy being a seventeener and now we shall all wait for good old james to turn 17.haha.and plans for his memorable bday will be drawn up,so dont worry.
so it's 2nd dec today and it's a birthday of a very very special lady.someone whom i loved at first sight.someone who will hug me whenever i am down.someone who will always live in my heart.someone so lovely,sweet and incredible.someone who seemed to have so much of faith in me.someone i disappointed on far too many occasions.but still,i love you so much.
;
happy birthday mommy
hahaha.yupp.we all love our moms dont we?hahaha.prak once told me during gp class that,"a person's maternal instinct are much greater relative to his or her paternal" hahaha.its amazing how much we can share when we're together.but for now.we seemed a lil too distant too.haha.its really a void not to have him in class anymore.
thats all for now.till then.
