damn.4 days from now.i can imagine myself getting stuck upon every questions in the papers.sitting at my seat,staring in blank space,thinking bout mom and dad,how much i'd let them down.i bet they had given up on me too.
i just hope so much that this mess will be cleared with help of a miracle.i just hope i can fall into a deep slumber.wake up and find myself in school on 11th oct.all will be over.why cant those oh-so-smart scientist and inventors invent a time turner?instead,we can only rest in our comfy crouch,read up on michael crichton's timeline and be amazed,horrified and marvelled by such a gadget in virtual life.
i had fallen victim to melancholy and nostalgic thoughts
over the past few days,had been going out to get brunch for my folks.it was nice when i chose to take the route which i had taken in my pri sch days.i could vaguely rem how mom used to fetch me to that road junction and left me aft that.i always had mixed feelings at that junction.i dread school back then.because i was so traumatised by my form teacher back den.haha.becos i am a real lousy student stuck with a bunch of smart ppl.the feeling sucks whenever i stepped into class.but then.i will look forward to school becos it will mean a brand new day to meet up with my besties.who else but jeffrey,wee teck,kelvin,zuohou,lawrence,tupu,samuel,wee siang,guo jun,zhou xiang and so many more.haha.they were the ppl you can really rely on.but esp so for jeffrey,weeteck,tupu and kelvin.all of whom i had known for more than half of my life.
as i got the brunch-es this morn,i chanced upon the road sign showing "BLK 260". suddenly, laughters,convo,arguments.they all lingered round my ears.that was where jeffrey used to stay and we would always walk back home together and part at the void deck.that was back in P5.i had the sudden urge to go back to where i spent my younger days.i stood at the lift lobby.i could feel an adrenalin.it was like as tho jeffrey and i had just parted.but then again it had been more than 4 yrs.i could rem the days when we will play badminton at the court nearby.the time when we were challenged by 2 malays in soccer at that very void deck.oh.how much i missed those days.as i took the all-so-familiar route home,i passed by the playground site where both of us used to spend our time having fun at after library visits.although the playground had been reconstructed with a rubber matting,i could still hear all those laughters we used to share when we were younger.it felt really good.
jeffrey,thanks for being such a wonderful buddy since 7
but,we did argued back in those days.all those naive thots bout being loyal to friends and stuffs,it just seem so amusing now.hahaha.and i just thot to myself.all those childhood arguments,which seemed so serious back in the past,when measured in a course of a lifetime,what do they actually mean?hahaha.
oooh.that sounded like some form of essay or stuffs,but haha.it was just all those thots that filled my mind for the past few days.all the nostalgic moments.how much we missed them.how much we had forgotten bout them.how much they meant to us.
ahahaha.its such a long entry.but ahh..back to promos rev.haha.quite a goner lar..zzzz.howHowHOwHOW?haha.i dunno how things will be like,but yup.sometimes.u just have to try ur best and nth else.haha.
okok.sorry for taking up so much of your time.hahah.
i just hope so much that this mess will be cleared with help of a miracle.i just hope i can fall into a deep slumber.wake up and find myself in school on 11th oct.all will be over.why cant those oh-so-smart scientist and inventors invent a time turner?instead,we can only rest in our comfy crouch,read up on michael crichton's timeline and be amazed,horrified and marvelled by such a gadget in virtual life.
i had fallen victim to melancholy and nostalgic thoughts
over the past few days,had been going out to get brunch for my folks.it was nice when i chose to take the route which i had taken in my pri sch days.i could vaguely rem how mom used to fetch me to that road junction and left me aft that.i always had mixed feelings at that junction.i dread school back then.because i was so traumatised by my form teacher back den.haha.becos i am a real lousy student stuck with a bunch of smart ppl.the feeling sucks whenever i stepped into class.but then.i will look forward to school becos it will mean a brand new day to meet up with my besties.who else but jeffrey,wee teck,kelvin,zuohou,lawrence,tupu,samuel,wee siang,guo jun,zhou xiang and so many more.haha.they were the ppl you can really rely on.but esp so for jeffrey,weeteck,tupu and kelvin.all of whom i had known for more than half of my life.
as i got the brunch-es this morn,i chanced upon the road sign showing "BLK 260". suddenly, laughters,convo,arguments.they all lingered round my ears.that was where jeffrey used to stay and we would always walk back home together and part at the void deck.that was back in P5.i had the sudden urge to go back to where i spent my younger days.i stood at the lift lobby.i could feel an adrenalin.it was like as tho jeffrey and i had just parted.but then again it had been more than 4 yrs.i could rem the days when we will play badminton at the court nearby.the time when we were challenged by 2 malays in soccer at that very void deck.oh.how much i missed those days.as i took the all-so-familiar route home,i passed by the playground site where both of us used to spend our time having fun at after library visits.although the playground had been reconstructed with a rubber matting,i could still hear all those laughters we used to share when we were younger.it felt really good.
jeffrey,thanks for being such a wonderful buddy since 7
but,we did argued back in those days.all those naive thots bout being loyal to friends and stuffs,it just seem so amusing now.hahaha.and i just thot to myself.all those childhood arguments,which seemed so serious back in the past,when measured in a course of a lifetime,what do they actually mean?hahaha.
oooh.that sounded like some form of essay or stuffs,but haha.it was just all those thots that filled my mind for the past few days.all the nostalgic moments.how much we missed them.how much we had forgotten bout them.how much they meant to us.
ahahaha.its such a long entry.but ahh..back to promos rev.haha.quite a goner lar..zzzz.howHowHOwHOW?haha.i dunno how things will be like,but yup.sometimes.u just have to try ur best and nth else.haha.
okok.sorry for taking up so much of your time.hahah.
